I was supposed to be going to Guernsey this weekend to visit a friend, but I'm not going. I can't be away from home right now.
I'll re-book it for later in the year, but now just isn't the right time to be away.
When the worst happens with Pippa, it has to be my decision, and I have to be here to make it.
Gutted about the trip though.... I was really looking forward to it and could really do with a break right now!